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Hari ini...
Hari ini saya terasa saya nak menceceh. Nak menceceh pasal banyak benda tapi saya tak tahu saya boleh speed type secepat yang otak saya katakan.Saya nak menceceh pasal b'feeding. Anak saya tak tumbuh gigi lagi tapi dia suka beno tarik2 itu *tut*, geram betul, picit2 hidung dia tapi gelak macam org tua, yelah takde gigilah katakan, senyum nampak gusi saja. Nasib baik saya teringat pesan makcik Gart suruh letak minyak gamat..memang ajaib, 2 mlm jer dah baik dah luka2 dan nipple crack tuh. Dulu masa confinement pakai purelan selama 2 bulan pun tak jalan! Semalam saya dah mula ganti puasa yg saya tinggal masa ramadan tahun lalu...ada lagi 29 hari! mak aiiii..banyaknya. Pastukan saya nak cete skit, saya simpan susu kat ofis orang, buat muka tak malu ding dong ding dong ofis customer, pastu buat muka tak malu, pinjam fridge diaorg, pastu jalan ke another end, pinjam sinki basuh pump. Setiap hari saya keluar masuk 2 kali, pagi dan ptg. Kadang2 ditakdirkan berjumpa dengan org2 tua lelaki yg miang dan tak senonoh. Bila jumpa muka saya, ada jer suara2 sumbang "susu dah dtg....." "oh stock u dah hilang...i dah ambik" euwwwww..., pastu ada hati tambah komen "buat utk hilangkan pening". That's an INSULT! dan banyak lagi yg tak larat saya nak cakap. Nasib baik 2-3 org jer yg mental, kalau ramai lagi mmg saya malas nak masuk ofis diaorg tu.
Hari nie saya nak menceceh pasal mak bapak budak yg tak senonoh. Ini dah lama saya nak cerita cuma kadang2 lupa. Saya dan anak2 bersama2 dengan hubby pergi ou, old wing dekat2 dgn laks@ sh@ck, nak pie print gambar2 yg dah lama terperap kat portable disk. So, saya pun tinggalkan anak2 dengan hubby dan jalan laju2 pergi fot0kem, dah tiba masa nak collect print out. Dah selesai saya jalan pergi jumpa anak2. Nael tengah ride Barney car sementara hubby pegang Aidan. Datang 1 couple (C) dengan anak yang kecik skit dari Nael, merengek2 kat bapak dia nak naik Barney car. Lantas bapak dia terus cakap kuat2 kat kami berdua "your son wants to ride or not ah?"dgn marah2.."put in the coins lah!!" saya memang terkejut badak dan hubby pun sudah mula nak nak tunjuk belang but still in compose manner "let him play for a while..". Pastu bapak budak tu terus cakap "f**k y0u" :O Ada jugak parents yg macam nie yer...Apparently, hubby cakap, Nael baru jer naik Barney in less than 1 minute, then they came. Yang teruk tu, langsung tak nak menunggu and he swore in front all of us. So, you can imagine how he raise his kid :( kesian...
Hari nie saya nak menceceh pasal org2 tua yg ada pelbagai penyakit tapi buat2 takde sakit dan tak nak makan ubat. Bapa saya adalah salah seorang dari tu. Dia walaupun makan ubat konsisten, tapi bila kaki bengkang, perut kembung, muka puffy still dia kata dia ok. Geram jugak kita dibuatnya. Banyak jugak yg saya kenal, ada yg tak makan ubat on time, tak nak makan pun ada. Macam mana yer kita nak cakap dengan mereka2 ini? Masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri. Kita nie concern, takut jadik apa2. Kalau nak diikutkan saya yg tak berapa reti pasal medical nie, bila bapak saya kata OK, kita pun ingatkan OK laa...nasib baik abang saya intervene cepat2, bawak pie hospital prevet, rupa2nya jantung bengkak, dah masuk kat paru2. That was 2 weeks ago and at the same time makcik saya meninggal dunia due to heart attack. Jadiknya 2 weeks back mmg saya emo..emo sesangat, takut apa2 jadik kat bapak saya. pergi kerja tapi nangis2 kat laptop..lantakla apa budak2 kat sini nak cakap. Satu lagi, alhamdulillah Tuhan panjangkan umur dan alhamdulillah jugak for my bro's early intervention, dia laa yg buat call sana sini, arrangekan appointment..kalau nak harapkan saya dan kakak saya, mmg kitaorg nie blur2 esp kakak saya yg workaholic tu. Pengajarannya : anyone at anytime boleh pergi, jaga kesihatan, love and show your parents u care for them and it's an advantage to have a doc in a family. *wink* to adik2 yg kat melbourne tu :)
Esok saya nak sambung menceceh, if time permits, insyallah.
The elderly
This entry was saved as draft earlier and I was on EL last 2 days and manage to continue today.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Off late I have been getting not so good news about some other people...mainly my friends' parents and some even my own parents. I think 3 weeks ago, my hubby's boss's father fell in toilet and bed ridden, then his father in law passed away. He was with him during morning walk, he just collapsed and the root cause apparently due to his heart stop breathing. Then I came back to office and learnt about my own boss's father in law fell in toilet and had stroke and now bed ridden too. His own father also is not well and so he is away in his kampung to attend to his family matters.
This morning, I opened up my ex housemate's multip1y and learned about her mother passed away last Saturday morning. Reading her post made teary eyed..I know her mum and she felt so helpless when she couldn't be by her mother's side. One year ago, my another ex housemate too lost her mother and another post by Lollies about Mosh's father too made me really sad.
Ohh gosh..thinking about death sometimes make you so helpless and how mortal we are human beings. I have been thinking a lot on this since Ramadhan when my own mak fell in the toilet. No one was in the house except for mak, myself, both my kids and my niece. She fell and no one knew and at that time I was in my room attending to baby Aidan. My niece finally heard her soft call and came rushing to me and I just sprint to her bathroom leaving baby Aidan in a rocker. My heart skipped many many beats and I had tight chest when I saw her lying down on the floor and all I could remember that time, I asked her to istighfar. My left hand which held her head was full of blood and I was numb, I panicked and I can't think straight. Called my brother but he did not pick up his hp and I scream and screamed to my niece asking her to call my SIL's house. Alhamdulillah, minutes later my brother arrived and syukur that night he wasn't at his clinic with his patients. She was cared by my brother and SIL and to cut things short, I thought I have lost her and that night I couldn't sleep thinking of the "What if...?"
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cont...(22nd Nov)
Inna lillah wa inna ilaihirojiun..al fatehah to mosh's dad..I hope he can be strong during this testing time, semoga rohnya ditempatkan bersama org2 yg beriman. Amin! I just read Mosh's entry about his dad's operation and I found similarities with my dad. My own bapak also is always up and about everyday, jogging, run errands : market, banks, do his masjid treasurer stuff, potong rumput, picking up grandchildren and the list goes on...Sometimes when you think he is so healthy at 69, another day it can be otherwise. He is now diagnose with heart problem *sob sob sob*...
I'm feeling so sappy..takde mood nak continue. Love your parents and show them that you love and care for them. Life is short, it might be them or you who will be called upon the almighty..be nice to everyone and always count your blessings.
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